muh?
Classical @ 01:18 am CST
tummy pains! how i hate you.
it figures that when i get a cold, i also get visited by the period fairy. which is just double the crap.
but oh well. i've been soothing away stuffy noses and cramps with drawing, because i finally have some time to do so. this past week has been just homework hell, partically because it's the week before spring break starts (starts next friday, yaay!) and partically because i was all backed up from those two days i had missed the week before.
i hate it how when you go back to school after being absent, you are not only required to do the work from days that you had missed in within a few days, but you are also made to do the work from the days when you are present. which, half of the time are based off of the lessons that you missed, so somehow you have to catch up before being able to stay caught up by the next day anyway. or something. D;
but aaah, wonderful things are happening, i suppose. in the future, anyway.
i get to spend my spring break uninterrupted because i will actually be visiting my grandmother's in april. which means i get out of even more school.
plus, my parents and my little brother are going down there seperately...late march. which means my sister and i will have the house to ourselves for a WHOLE FREAKING WEEK.
it will be so quiet in here. glorious.
while my parents are gone, apparently katie is coming up to visit mcad, so i will have to go meet her and drag her around the twin cities and see stuff. that will be even more fun. :D
in the present, the extent of wonderful stuff is comprised of me managing to get caught up with homework and being able to draw stuff. and go back to the mall of america tomorrow. that's about it.
otherwise, i'm kinda hurting, as already mentioned, and kinda flustered.
i wrote a little (read: long) letter to the guy i scared off. finally. it took me way too long to build up my nerve again... but i also wanted to include some doodle with it. which i did. and i still don't really know why. i mean, what the hell is he going to do with scribblings of my own characters? i dunno.
i'm telling you, i just really suck at social interactions. i cannot explain my thoughts and actions coherently, i don't know what to do most of the time, and i can't start conversations. (i sure as hell can hold them.)
but it's all a half-assed attempt at an apology that he very much deserves about ten hundred times over. i feel so bad about making him upset. it's off my chest now, since i got the apology out... but i will probably wind up even more depressed about it all if he doesn't ever say anything to me again from here on out.
i guess the most i could ever hope for is a thank you, but i'm thinking that that would be selfish. ._.
blah. i'm sleepy now. i've kinda been typing this up over a period of two hours, due to various distractions (mostly that katamari game D; <333). so i'm off to bed now and i'll save whatever other ramblings i forgot for another day.
not like any of you really care. D; i guess i just do this for my own sanity.
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