i am so behind...
Classical @ 12:53 am CST
-explodes into many pieces-
okay, so i have bloody BLISTERS on the back of my fingers. layers of band-aids is not an attractive look.
yeah.
i have been obsessively working on hats this weekend. i decided that i really want to get this done and over with this weekend so i don't have to worry about it... and it would really suck to run this up to the last minute, like i had kinda originally planned.
but i'm tired and my back hurts and my fingers are...blistery and i am still insanely behind in life.
i haven't studied for my ap human geography exam. AT ALL. zip, nada, none. and it's next week. that's kinda why i wanted to finish all this hat stuff this weekend so i wouldn't be tempted to work on it during the week, because i am going to STUDY MY BRAINS OUT this week and weekend. unfortunately, i also have to work with ap physics junk to because my teachers was like, "lawls! you're going to have to take a practice exam and it COUNTS!"
yeah, so thanks for being so considerate of the people who are busy enough as it is, señor lund. >_< though, that may be slightly easier to manage (god, i hope so) because i've been working with physics since november now, whereas i haven't seen my geography book since janurary.
sorry friends, i will probably be unable to do anything social for the next two weekends. but after that, man, i will be ready to do ANYTHING. i will be so sick of studying and working and thinking that i'll be like, "drop this shit; let's go." _D_
sigh. though i really really really REALLY want to at least pop in on microcon next weekend, it's not looking good right now. i will have to e-mail rana and kathy and see if they are going, because only seeing those guys would make that trip really worth it right now. otherwise, i might just have to wait until fallcon, i guess...
and i totally just realized that this week is the last week of april and i only have one partically completed job application filled out. i really need to get on that if i want to get a job somewhere this summer, let alone in a place i want to work in... at least i have a long "back-up list" built up if i can't get a job at an art supply store (my dream D:).
fuck. i haven't even THOUGHT about artwork... i am so utterly behind on the three...four commissions i have to get done. but, y'know what, they're really just going to have to wait. i haven't been able to draw anything for myself outside of incomplete doodles as of late. it's getting worse that i'm so stressed for time right now...
well, i hate using my open drawing time in class for commissions, but it looks like it's unavoidable. and i'm in a slump, anyway, so... for those of you who have commissioned me (not like most of you read this, anyway), i will be working on them this week and maybe into the next. but very slowly.
then i need to get back to working on "portfolio-quality" pieces. and some more observational drawings. i daresay i'm actually learning a lot with this one charcoal still life i'm doing right now. so i guess that's one good thing in the sea of all the bad.
in any matter, it is one in the morning right now. i am sleepy and rather sore from bending over fabric all day, and it hurts me even more to know i will be going back at it tomorrow for the final nine hats. but then it will be done and i'll have something accomplished, at least.
but pumping myself with caffiene for the time being and getting more crap done sounds a little more attractive than going to sleep. so i might just have to live with being tired, because i have that charcoal thing to finish for drawing class because i was on vacation when the class did them.
and i kinda want to stay up to watch the replay of cowboy bebop for the evening, mostly because i can.
blah.
-picks up exploded pieces and lost brain cells, gets back to work- =_=
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